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What matters most to me?

It's not what...

It's who...

My Angels...

They're my life...



I remembered someone..something...

I got pregnant at a very young age..no, not very..just young...i was 18 then..

I knew the time's not right...

I'm not financially ready...

I'm not emotionally ready...

But i wanted to learn..

God knows how i've tried...



There's this friend of mine..

I don't know if i should call her "my friend"...

Okay let's just say she's an acquaintance...

She texted me this exact line...

"Kawawa ka naman.May malas na dumating sa lyf mo.May anakis ka na.Buti pa ako single

pa.Walang anak.Istorbo yan sa buhay."

I replied to her:

"di kawawa ang may anak and di ito malas..in fact,swerte ako kc binigyan ako ng anghel:-)"



Indeed, i'm so lucky to have my kids...they're angels.Every pain i've felt,physical and emotional,they're worth it.If someone would ask if i wanted to go back to my old life without my kids, i'd definitely say no.

Havin' my angels is the most memorable moment of my life.I would like to go back thru that phase over and over again.



I may not have diamonds...

I may not have expensive stuff...

I may not have a famous name to boast off..

But i'm extremely happy for what i am and what i have right now...

It's because i have my angels...

They're just right beside me...

I can hug them...

I can kiss them...

I can take care of them...

I can show them my love every single day of my life...





All i can say is i'm not "kawawa"...

In fact,i'm too blessed...

--blessed to have a family who support and loves me all the way...

--blessed to have a husband who loves me so much...

--blessed to have my in-laws who's very supportive of us and who loves us...

--blessed to have my angels whom you referred to as the "malas" of my life...

when in fact,they're my "lucky charms"...



You might ask me why am i telling you this just now...

When those text messages were sent ages ago...

I knew you'll understand me at this moment...

Because you're also a mom now...

You'll know how i feel...

Would you understand me if i say this to you six years ago?

When you were a happy-go-lucky-single-lady who thought that life is all about

"red horse beer"?

I knew what you're goin' thru right now...

It hurts right?

I pity you...

I just hope you'll get over it quickly so you won't feel the pain longer...

I feel sorry for you...