???

i thought it's over...
i thought you'd finally come to your senses...
but i was wrong...
here you are again...
telling lies to other people...
just to destroy us...

maybe this is your happiness...
maybe this will make you proud of yourself...
then go on...
we want you to be happy...
so go on and destroy us--if you can...

you don't want to see us happy...
that's what you call bitterness...
just beware...
yourself is your worst enemy...

jAmEsBeN

you're my angel...
you're my strength...
you're the song i like to sing...
you're my everything...

come,stay beside me...
reminisce with me...
dream with me...
feel my unconditional love for you...

school

classes have started now...
before,i was tellin' myself to just drop the kids off their school then i'll go home...
so i can do other chores...
but what's happening now?
i can't leave them...
it seems i'm a newbie mom accompanying my preschool kid...
i feel empty whenever i see them going in their classrooms...
i know i'm overreacting but that's what i felt...
what i'm doin' is i stay few hours later at their school before i go home to prepare their lunch...
oh gosh!maybe i need to divert my attention on other things now...
i'm too focused on my kids...
hope i'll find some ways to get busy myself into..

♥♥♥

i am so blessed for having my kids,two adorable kids...
i'm not perfect but being with my angels,life seems perfect...
whenever i have problems,just looking at my kids make me forget all about it...
im so proud of them...
they're not one of those bratty kids who'll make you scream at the top of your lungs just to make them behave...
they have their "moments" sometimes but hey! they're kids..
just let them be but not too much...
i want to give the best for them...
i want them to have the best future...

pApA...

Papa Bemboy---you're one of those special gifts God has given me...
thank you for the love...
i'm so blessed to have you...
i just want you to know that Me,EJ and Gabriel will be here for you
always...
WE LOVE YOU SO MUCH!


Papa Rogel---oh how i missed you so much...i missed those guitar lessons we had...
i missed your soothing voice telling me that you love me and my
siblings so dearly...we're not related by blood but the bond we had
was better than that...I MISSED YOU SO MUCH PAPA!!!
i'd love to sing a song with you again...I LOVE YOU!


Papa Nonoy---words can't express how much you mean to me...i've known you
since i was a child but we didn't had the chance to spend a moment
together...
i get to see you and feel your love now that im a grown-up...
but that doesn't change anything..you still love me the way you felt
the first time you laid your eyes on me---the day i was born--
i thank God for giving me the chance to know you...
and for letting me show my love for you...
I LOVE YOU PAPA...


Papa Bebot---this is the exciting one...telling how i feel towards my
father-in-law...you were so distant at first but as time goes by,
you treat me like your own...the unconditional love you gave to my
husband, to my kids..is enough reason for me to carved your name in my
heart...you have that genuine care and love for us...
THANK YOU AND WE LOVE YOU SO MUCH PAPA!!


HAPPY FATHER'S DAY TO ALL OF YOU!!!