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It's been ages since my last blog post. Too many reasons.Either no ideas came or I'm just too tired to blog. I'm that lazy. Please bear with me...

Lolo...♥♥♥

I will miss you Lolo...
I'll miss your yummy fried rice...
I'll miss those moments when you'd let me take your white hairs...
I'll miss the way you laugh whenever me and Mae Anne starts to sing
"The Greatest Love of All" and "Baleleng"...
You loved to hear us sing even if we're a bit off-key...
Remember when you used to buy our quiz papers?
The ones with 100%?
We're always so excited to go home...
That time when you went up the stage to pin our honor ribbons and medals,
I knew you we're the proudest Lolo then...
Mae Ann did mentioned the other night about your special dish...
The "pata with crushed peanuts"--don't know the name but I can still remember it...
In fact, I can still remember it's taste...
I'll miss everything about you...
I haven't spent much time with you while I'm growing up...
I'm so sorry but I know you'll understand...
I knew that you loved me...
And I love you too...
You see I'm crying again...
There's still this little pain in my heart whenever I think of you...
But this isn't the end right?
I will see you again...
You and Papa Gel...
By that time,I'll hug you both so tight...
You'll stay in my heart forever...
Please let me dream of you tonight:)

Bloggie

I miss you Bloggie...:D
Haven't seen you for quite some time...
It felt so empty without you...
I've been through a lot lately...
I hope you understand me...
From now on,I'll try to visit you more...

Monday

Usually it's a panic Monday for me...
But today,it's more of a "relax Monday"...
We're here at in-law's house...
Watching tv...
Playing video games...
Eating...
Just relaxing...
ahhh life...

EJ and GAB...

The first time I hold your hand
I felt the connection...
The first time I laid my eyes on you...
I saw my future...
When I heard you cry...
I heard voices of angels...
The moment the truth sank in...
That you came from me...
I felt love...

The pain...
The sleepless nights...
The heartaches whenever you're hurt...
It's all worth it...
Knowing that I have you...
I love you and I always will...

I'm sorry...

I'm sorry for being so childish sometimes.I know it's annoying whenever I argue with you over that "facebook" thing.Just forgive me dear.I'm so addicted to it.
I'm sorry for i don't know how to cook.I just don't have a passion for it.But I will try to learn soon.Be patient please.
I'm sorry for being a sleepyhead.As you know I really love the comfort of our bed.Wake me up if you need something okay?
I'm sorry if i spent longer hours at the mall.I just wanted to enjoy.And I want the kids to enjoy.You see,they love playing the video games.And I love shopping too.:D
I apologize for all these shortcomings my love.But this is me.I will try to be sane little by little.Don't rush me.These may take longer time.

P.S.--I'm sorry,I only wrote my basic mistakes:D
I love you dear.

...

It's been a while since my last post.
I'll catch up...
I'll try...
I spent summer at Samal Island with the whole family...
Already enrolled the kids for school year 2011-2012...
Hope i'll have more time for blogging...
I really miss you all...

a letter for YOU...

My dear Papa B.,


Ten years ago, you were just an ordinary friend but you touched my heart.You taught me how to love.And you showed me the real meaning of it.We've celebrated nine Valentine's Day together.And each year, I've discovered something new from you for me to love.
I knew how you love me so dearly, no doubt about that.Please don't you ever forget that I do love you too.
I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!!!


Loving you always,
Mama Chic

gabriel

These past few months,my son,Gabriel, was showing no interest in school.I was so upset then.I don't know what to do.I've tried everything just to make him like school again.I've scolded him.I tried to appeased him by buying all that he wanted before going to school.If he wanted to eat something from Jollibee then we'll go to Jollibee.If he wanted to buy something from the store outside the school campus then we'll go there and buy it.I even asked the help of his teachers.Before going to school i'm trying not to get mad at him or to his Kuya.If he sees that i'm angry he'll just sat in the corner of our room and he'll never go to school.I've tried talking to him and asked him what's the matter.Why he didn't want to go to school.No answer came from him.I just let him do what he wanted to do then.
Now,all's changed!He liked going to school again.He's back to the old Gabriel.The one who loved going to school.And i'm a happy mom again!

party!!!

December's almost here.It's Gabriel's birthday month!I love organizing my kids' birthday parties.I spent too much money last year just for his games prizes and loot bags but it's okay.I've already started preparing for his birthday last September.I'm way out of my budget this time but it's still okay.What's important is that our guest will go home satisfied and happy.And it'll make the birthday boy happy too.
He wanted Plants vs. Zombies theme at first, but when he saw these Mickey Mouse toys,he changed his mind.I thought it's easy for me to find Mickey Mouse merchandise.Too bad i was wrong.I saw several MM toys and school supplies but that's it.No other stuff.That's why I bought toys and school stuff from different cartoon characters.
How I wish I could spill a little secret here but i really can't.It's a surprise for his birthday.The guests and the birthday boy will love it.
I'm now preparing the list of invitees.
I'm hoping that Gabriel's 7th birthday will turn out well.

school

back to school again!!!
and back to my same old routine...
but i love this job!!!
being a full-time mom makes my life complete!!!
i would never get bored...
i would never get tired...
this is my life!
this is what i want!
i love them,that's why...

Family Fun

The Escal family went to Davao last Saturday, November 6,2010.We took five rooms at Apo View Hotel for our overnight stay.And of course Papa Bebot and Mama Annie paid for it.After we settled our luggages in our hotel rooms, we immediately went out for our "much needed" fun time--shopping--!!! First stop--Gaisano mall.My hubby, me and the kids had our lunch at their food court.Lots of food choices.We bought shirts for the kids,wigs for their cosplay event,and Gabriel's giveaways for his 7th birthday.We got so tired easily because of too much walking.We went back to the hotel and rest for a while.Hubby and the kids fell asleep while me, I went out to shop (again!) at NCCC mall.When I got back, the kids were watching tv.One hour of rest and off we went to SM mall!!!We bought toys from Toy Kingdom--kiddos favorite!--Had our dinner at SM foodcourt.
We were so tired that Zen,my sister-in-law,and I decided to have a massage.It was a soothing massage.And after it, I immediately fell asleep.
We woke up early the next day and had our breakfast at Entree, the hotel's restaurant.And we enjoyed havin' breakfast with the whole family.After our breakfast,we rest for a while then we checked out.We went to the cemetery to visit Lolo Simeon's grave--hubby's grandpa--And we went to SM mall.After we're done with our shopping,we went home with smiles on our faces.
We really enjoyed the trip with the people we loved the most!!

sick:(

the kids are sick...and i'm worrying too much...
i'm afraid of this "dengue virus"...
Gabriel caught this virus last year and it was so scary...
i'd never want that to happen again...
but i have faith in you God...
i know you'll take care of "My Angels"...
we trust in You...

birthday

On the 27th, it will be my mother-in-law's 58th birthday...
we want to surprise her with lots of flowers...
she's a very special woman...
she deserved something special...
im still thinking of what to give her on her birthday...

???

i thought it's over...
i thought you'd finally come to your senses...
but i was wrong...
here you are again...
telling lies to other people...
just to destroy us...

maybe this is your happiness...
maybe this will make you proud of yourself...
then go on...
we want you to be happy...
so go on and destroy us--if you can...

you don't want to see us happy...
that's what you call bitterness...
just beware...
yourself is your worst enemy...

pApA...

Papa Bemboy---you're one of those special gifts God has given me...
thank you for the love...
i'm so blessed to have you...
i just want you to know that Me,EJ and Gabriel will be here for you
always...
WE LOVE YOU SO MUCH!


Papa Rogel---oh how i missed you so much...i missed those guitar lessons we had...
i missed your soothing voice telling me that you love me and my
siblings so dearly...we're not related by blood but the bond we had
was better than that...I MISSED YOU SO MUCH PAPA!!!
i'd love to sing a song with you again...I LOVE YOU!


Papa Nonoy---words can't express how much you mean to me...i've known you
since i was a child but we didn't had the chance to spend a moment
together...
i get to see you and feel your love now that im a grown-up...
but that doesn't change anything..you still love me the way you felt
the first time you laid your eyes on me---the day i was born--
i thank God for giving me the chance to know you...
and for letting me show my love for you...
I LOVE YOU PAPA...


Papa Bebot---this is the exciting one...telling how i feel towards my
father-in-law...you were so distant at first but as time goes by,
you treat me like your own...the unconditional love you gave to my
husband, to my kids..is enough reason for me to carved your name in my
heart...you have that genuine care and love for us...
THANK YOU AND WE LOVE YOU SO MUCH PAPA!!


HAPPY FATHER'S DAY TO ALL OF YOU!!!

what if...

what if we'll cross our path one day...
will i ask you about what you've done?
i don't have the courage, i know...
but for my own sake,i will talk to you...

i don't know what ive done wrong why you're doin' this to me...
ive been good to you...
to everyone else,i guess...
i don't want any trouble...
i knew you're reading this...
please spare my family out of this mess...
may you have peace of mind...

i'm back!

wow!!!its been such a long time since my last blog post...
missed it...missed you....
i'll catch up!promise!

missing you

i missed this...
blogging about my thoughts...
about what i've done through the day...
about My Angels...
i haven't been blogging as much as i used to...
i haven't been sharing for four months...
from july to october...
there were so many reasons...


first,i spent most of time at my kids' school during those months...
another reason for not blogging is that my own personal need to blog
is not as strong as it used to be...
then,my youngest kid got sick...
he caught dengue fever...
it was the most terrible time in my entire life...
all treatments were done to save his life...
red blood transfusion,white blood transfusions,injectable antibiotics...
his platelet count dropped to 60...
the complications went through his internal organs...
enlarged liver,fluid in his lungs...
his blood pressure went up to 190/140...
it was a nightmare for us...
but God is so good...
He gave my angel a second chance to live...
praise God for all His blessings!

--school days--

i've been so busy lately...
so little time for blogging..
school days again!
hope i can find a much longer time
so i can post a much longer blog..

i just want to ask everyone how yah doin'
will catch you some other time..
have a happy weekend!